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I have had a couple of laid back days this week. Pretty much lounged around and got to spend a lot of quality time with my girls. Cameron can go peepee on the potty now which is soooo exciting! And she can sleep in a big girl bed all by herself. I can't believe how fast she is growing up. :*(

I went out to the door last nite solo. It was pretty cool. I got to play pool a bit and actually was kicking some ass for like 5 games, so that was a first and made me happy. I sang a lot too and got a lot of compliments on the songs that I sang which was also a plus.

I had a small cookout with the family today and then I headed over to btfulnightmare's to watch the fireworks. It was okay. The fireworks were great. I always seemed to get drawn in by the colors and how they just take over the sky and seem as if though they were just coming directly towards me. The social interaction wasn't as I expected. I'm not quite sure if it was because I had my children or if I just wasn't really supposed to go, but I felt really uncomfortable. Everyone was really great with Cameron, because she is a handful, but I really felt unwelcomed and sort of out of place. But as long as Cami had a good time then thats all that matters.

I got a couch,chair,and ottoman today for free for the business. Its really nice. I think that its going to go really well for us. Thursday we are finishing the final touches on the business plan and buying the paint and some materials that we need for us to begin working. Being a partner in something really feels good. I feel like I am finally able to get my expression out and noticed and allowing my goals in life to somewhat get on the road to achievement. Hopefully all goes well. Only time will tell.....